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Shirley Ang also known as Shir

4th of July 1988 *r21

Graduate from NpEch, NraDance

Adores:
~Him, the tall slim one.
~Her dearest family
~Her lifelong chums
~Music, Dance,
~Junk Food, Novels, Archie comics
~Intelligent Banters yet Nonsense.

I am currently wondering where my next phase of life will take me. I'm also a UK size 6 whom is perpetually late. I tend to procrastinate altho i dislike it. Im totally jaded about ulcers because of my favourite indulgence in junkfood. I love kids and all things small as midget-sized things are always adorable. So if you decide to like me amidst my weird quirks, i think i'll like you too (:

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    Saturday, August 30, 2008
    the finger-biting

    im scared. eeks. *bites fingernails*

    Tomorrow everything gets even more official with the documents and proper training trying working. The sweet corn soup that i made fer baby (plus my family) and myself did not help soothe my nerves. cause i was not thinking about the job at all until now that baby left my house Sometimes i really hate changes and new things (especially new jobs) because the initial part is always scary/nerve-recking to me. The worrying what they would think of me, whether i will be able to adapt comfortably and the heart-in-throat feeling.. arrr.

    Anyway, for the past few days I've been trying hard to sleep early so that the change would be gradual for my bodyclock. The earliest that i managed was yesterday, 430am. Okay, it's 130am now. No tossing and turning please. I shall go sleep!


    ~thank God for you. i know you'll aways be there to make me feel better (:

    it's 1:30 AM now

    Wednesday, August 27, 2008
    Official full-time job.

    I guess it is official.

    I have a full-time job as a Fitness Trainer for children! Im starting this Saturday at 9am. Weekdays 830am thou. How am i going to wake up after 6 months of sleeping at 6am and waking naturally around 3pm? But if i never try, i'll never know right? I know i cant possibly stay at CO forever and work as and when i feel like it. Seriously i plan my schedule according to what time i want to go out with bf and friends, sleep, wake up so i tend to work noon and night shifts only. Yet, i could get a good amount of income each month and go shopping/enjoying whenever i feel like it. See, that's how one gets so jaded about proper jobs and proper resting times.

    I actually dislike normal hours (office hours, sleep early wake early etc). i like to be up when everyone's asleep, to sleep in when people go to work, to have my night life feeling fully energized and thinking happily that i can sleep in the following day. Okay maybe im not the only one but i like it to an extreme? :/ i like being able to have my alone time. i like weekdays, especially shopping on weekdays. i dont like the weekend crowds in the malls and public transportation. All the noisy crude ahbengs + ahlians refusing to move back on the buses and stinking up the whole place. Tsk.

    and i really do love working at Cotton On (most of the time). Im surely gonna miss my colleagues like Fidah, Eve, Felicia, Rain, Yana, Nana, Sofia, Eric, Des etc :( Im gonna miss waking up late and going to work at 530pm, dressing nicely as if im gg out instead of working. Im gonna miss shopping in my shop while working, buying clothes with high discounts and drinking bubbletea at work. Im gonna miss the latenight chillouts outside 7-11 with alcohol and junkfood. im sad that we didnt get to have the chalet :*( Plan another one please? and invite me and ching okay? i still haven break the news that im leaving because i dont want to just quit like that :((( how? :(((

    Anyway, im going to make full use of my Thursday and Friday. Im so blogging about my birthday too.

    AR. Frankly, im scared. It's my first proper full-time job and im going to be handling kids and parents on my own. Its a new company to me at Sembawang (at the CC), a place i rarely go. Baby's going to be working too and my close friends are all working now. Im used to being looked after and pampered :( It's time to really really grow up. Sigh.

    im just voicing out my thoughts, not really lamenting la okay. It's a good opportunity and the company seems great. I shall stop being such a wuss and couchpotato/lazyhead and get positive about my new job. At least there are cute kids in my life everyday to make me smile (: Still, you can ask me out fer dinners and stuff okay. Im meeting Yin at causeway point to go Epilator-hunting. See ya! Love! (:

    it's 4:35 PM now

    Sunday, August 24, 2008
    Fireworks then Hip Diner's

    Fireworks!




    Boom! Ka-boom! Tee-hee. You would have seen this amazing display of fireworks if you were at Esplanade today!

    But before these happened, baby and i went to the Sakura and Cityhall fer a quick dinner first. This is a place he raves about like everytime when he was working at R.City.

    He insisted that i have to try the Tom-Yum soup and fried rice so we ordered Thai fried rice for me, Chicken fried rice w xtra chilli for him, fried wantons and a bowl of Tom-Yum soup to share.


    Imagine a cold cold night and a steaming hot bowl of soup right in front of you. *Slllluuurrrpppp! The luxury, sigh. (did you realize, it's soo cold and rainy every night these days?) I was a bit unhappy with the wantons because its $4 for 10 and they're rather normal. but oh well, i love the sauce. You guys should try the fried wanton + wanton mee behind Bugis man. All right, so i tried my Thai fried rice and Mr boyfriend was adamant that i was going to whine and want his Chicken fried rice instead. I did, at first. However after a few more bites, i loved my Thai fried rice. Especially when you pour a genrerous amount of soup over it. Hehs.

    I realized that i just had to take a picture.

    Awesome food on a rainy day!

    And he mentioned that it was so nice, you could have an orgasm eating it. Hence he was trying to show the reallyreally nice/shiok face with the food.


    Then after that, we rushed down to the Esplanade for the yearly fireworks-showcase event (Sorry Bee, Yin and Dong that we didnt join you guys in town!). Today was Korea's showcase. By the time i reached, it was already quite packed and the area nearest to the river (?) was barricade-d.

    Thank God for great friends. Ching, Kelvin and 2 other couples were already sitting inside since evening. The best view of the fireworks possible w/o paying the $18 on the other side of the river. Kelvin came in and brought us back w him. It was drizzling and we sat on clean(new) trash bags that they brought (: It was supposed to start at 9pm and we were there around 830pm.

    We then had 1 hour of this:

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    It was pretty romantic though (: On the other side of the paying crowd, the emcee was getting the crowd hyped up w performances and countdowns. all we saw was a little boat moving around. haha. Ching and i were jesting that maybe Korea would play the Da Chang Jin song as the fireworks are erm, working??

    Then it started!

    This one is really pretty, like falling rain.

    trying to capture it reaching the water:


    and more, more more! It got a little scary as if the fireworks (i was thinking firecracker -.-) were coming nearer downwards at us :x




    After half an hour (seriously the time flew by), it ended. And the song playing was "wu la la~ wulala~~~" I hope you dont need me to tell you where that song came from or what it's about. Haha. Now, isnt it pretty? I feel that fireworks is 1 thing you really have to be present to enjoy the beauty of it. No matter how good the camera or television screening, you wont feel the impact as it is happening right in front of you. It was raining at the end but nobody left, just cheered on till the very last spurt of firework. Love it!


    Thanks for coming with me since i really wanted to watch it baby (: I know we have more plans to go and we will do them soon (:

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    Commercial break.
    I was looking for junkfood to eat as usual, and this box of biscuits that my mummy bought caught my eye. She bought it from 1 of those Taiwan fleamarket? nah, just those that they put up at the atrium of some mall. Everything looks fine right?

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    "It's delicious and crisp. the month overflow with wonderful spice."

    ...

    I dont mean to be rude, really. But this is fcuking hilarious la! I took 1 glance and i thought maybe this is a special month biscuit like for mooncake festival and you eat it together or sth... When i looked closer and it means MOUTH. and they were so sure of their English, they decided to put it all over too! Right at the top of the cover!


    Lol. Cute right? It reminded me of the first hotel i went to on my Taiwan trip at the start of the year. I went into the bathtub, and on the side it said "Please be Care of Ship and Fall" . Im not lying, you can click on the link back to my old blog for that particular entry. The image of a ship passing by while im in the bathtub is beyond hilarious still. Haha. Anyway i dont mean to be mean la :( Just curious why they want to put the English there when they're not too sure of the words. And to give it justice, the biscuit tasted not bad. But, they were not Spice of course. Haha. And the biscuit DID NOT look lke the picture at all. No chocolate oozing out from the cookie when you bite. Its just a very dark brown color. The whole cookie is made of chocolate already. Sorry i forgot i was supposed to be giving it justice. haha. Please go back a few sentences and read the part about the biscuit being nice again ya?

    End commercial.

    (Nope, nobody has ever told me that im random)

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    Outing with my favourite Girls!

    Bee, Ching, Yin and i met up for some shopping but mainly to chillout together (: You can easily spot us laughing from a mile away. Lol.

    We had a loooooooooooong time choosing where to have our dinner. From Taka to Cine, there ewre just too many distracting pit-stops we had to stop by. When we finally reached Cine, We stopped and pondered about whether to eat dinner, again. Then we started chatting in front of every restaurant and forgot our main topic. Haha. We stopped outside Pastamania finally and queued. When it was almost our turn, i asked the barista (or crew), "may i know what's the soup of the day?" and she replied "oh its Minestrone and Tomato sth soup" Obviously the tomato sth is cause i forgot and not what she said. Then all 4 of us turned on our heel and went in search for another restaurant. tsk. We reached this place at the basement of Cine that sells Chicken. I think it's supposed to be Korean? Ya and we finally sat down after talking nonsense with the workers there. We flipped through the menu fer 5 minutes. Then, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. We stood up, said sorry we changed our mind and went off again. HAH.

    Finally finally and the last of all finallys, we settled down at Hip Diner! Tee-hee. (all the fussing was totally worth it)


    Yep, this time we're for real. Ching and i ordered the burgers while Yin ordered the seafood stuff and Bee the Fish and Steak.

    Our poison for the night! (: *stomach rumbling now as i blog

    Oops, i missed our starters! A side of onion rings with fries and their soup of the day, cream of Mushroom! YAY! We added the bread thingy too and it was just fantastiqueeee!


    My whopping burger! It's filled with egg, bacon, ham chicken thigh and cheddar cheese! I took out all the veg of course! Nah! Bet you're hungry now!


    view from the side:

    YUM. I think this is by far the Best Burger i've ever tasted! The cheese just sticks to everything and melts in your mouth. The chicken thigh is just nice, tender and juicy. The bacon and ham slightly toasted and the eggs! They're wobbly and needless to mention, has 2 sunny side up! Who cares if i dont like egg yolks? *chomp chomp chomp XD

    Halfway through our meal, ...

    That's my food on the left and Ching's on the right! Haha. and it was HER idea to take the contrasting picture. My messy eater bestie. Lol. Oh ya, we're the 2 with the really weird eating style. We have to eat everything together like each bite must consist of egg, ham, bacon, chicken, burger... and when we're down to our last bite, every item will have 1 bite of it left. Then, we finish everything and drink the last sip of water we have left and tadah! End of our meal. That's the way to eat man, not fries first or finish 1 then the other. No way. Haha. I dont know if you understand what i mean but if you eat with me often, you'll geddit. Hehs (:

    Seriously, i enjoyed that meal so much. Great food, check! Fast service, check (or maybe cause we were busy camwhoring it doesnt matter)! Great music (tts so impt), check! Great location and ambience, check! We continue sitting there fer an exra hour plus and they didnt chase us out too (: We people-watched, talk about anything, sang along to the groovy rnb pop rock music and felt oh-so-contented. Sigh (:

    Most importantly though, i loved the company (: 8 years of friendship (: We have definitely had our share of Xi3 Nu4 Ai1 and Le4 (view photo from left up, down then right up and down again).



    That's us with our matching cube earrings (: (wei Bee yours cant be seen!) Haha.

    With that, i shall end my crazily long entry. Its 455am now and i havent slept since the night before! Oh ya, i probably cldnt sleep cause i was anxious about another trial session at another of my potential workplace. They actually called me back again for another position after i rejected the former one few weeks back. So now, i am most probably but not definitely going to have a proper Full-Time job. Real soon. Im scared :( and reluctant to give up my free time after 6months of holiday. But the company and position seems not bad so........... we'll see how it goes.

    Goodnight! (:

    it's 4:58 AM now

    Saturday, August 16, 2008
    18months/1halfyear

    Happy 18 months baby.

    It's 1 and a half year! gosh. We were supposed to head for the Singapore Flyer on the day but we were both sick so we postponed it yet again. It was actually the night activity for my birthday but we didnt manage to go for it too :(

    ... & i still havent blogged about my Birthday! I didnt blog for my last birthday too. Somehow these events seem like there're A LOT of photos needing to be upload and a lot a lot of words for the entry just to justify it. so... i always drag them being the lazybum. But i really want to blog about it know.. really... Reaalllay. I shall do it soon ok lest i forget the details and i would hate fer that to happen. That's what blogs and diaries are for right, to further etch and ink every special memory so that they're not forgotten (:

    not forgeting a gift fer every month from me to you, and a card to add on to our photodiary.

    and you to me, though it was a surprise fer just a normal day few days ago. (these sentence seems weird but you know la huh.)

    Godiva Chocolates! This teeny thing is waaay too expensive and i cant bear to eat it, just like my Sins Chocolates fer my last birthday. OH WAIT! i DID blog about my previous birthday okay! Cause i rem the pictures i uploaded of my Sinz. erm, right?

    *scurries to check old blog


    and... nope! Those pictures were fer my Friendster and all i have on my old blog is 1 measly picture on my birthday . Tsk. Okay let me get back to my topic. Ya i loved the Sins Choc and im loving my Godiva ones. tee-hee. I love awesome junk food; fine chocolate. and i adore being pampered with such random small surprises. *big grin

    ***im undetered after realizing i did not even post any pictures of the Sinz Chocolates that im uploading them in here now. dont care!


    here you go (: 1 or 2 of them were alcoholic. I mean, with alcohol not tt they're drunkards or what. ... I kept them fer the last and my mom ate those. Ah well...

    back to the present,


    happy llll llll llll lll months. It's been one hell of a 1half year. Im glad that our traditions are kept. I loveee traditions too. and with at least a slice of cake each month, i never feel like "its been a long time since i had cake" anymore.

    and you know i love cakes. hehs.

    Night world! Let me tell myself i do not have a throbbing headache and the walls moving have nothing to do with e late nights and alcohol everyday.

    it's 3:40 AM now

    Friday, August 15, 2008
    rush.



    I would love to stay and blog, but as usual im rushing out late. Tee-hee. Back tonight!

    *in case u're wondering why i put tweety here, cant you tell that she is rushing too? but why didnt she just fly huh. right. ok BYE!

    it's 4:12 PM now

    Saturday, August 09, 2008
    totally, totally lost.

    edited on 11Aug08;

    OKAY, i am so sorry my nation. It's your 43rd! not 40th What was i thinking when i blogged?

    HAPPY 43TH SINGAPORE!
    HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

    (belated since i edited late?) I shall dedicate this patriotic (say pay-trio-tick. but no it's not spelled like that, HOR BEE. HAHAHA) photo to you then.

    Oh, some of my patriotic friends want to be in the picture too.


    Alrighty. I love Singapore (: *Big Fat Smooch*


    ************************************original post**************************************

    I was trying to find a nice cute picture of our Singapore flag but i couldnt find any. So i gave up and you see the words above now. Tee-hee. Im going to work tml in Red too and i spread the message to the rest of the Cotton On staff. Wanna join us? (:

    Anyway, this post has got nothing else to do with it being National Day. I know, bummer.

    ...

    Rememeber the 3 interviews i mentioned in the earlier posts? I managed to go for some interviews/not reply some/drag some etc (i know i said there's only 3 so i cant possibly have done all of those fer a few times but.). I actually had some other jobs related on hand too, like i called them and so on. But smart me managed to drag and drag and not call them back to set the interviews/2nd interviews/3rd interviews and instead, rejected all by doing so. I feel really bad to say "I will come down again" and "let me know the interview date" and then not get back to them at all. Hence, the coward in me went MIA (but rejected one blatantly in email after stalling fer 2 wks).

    Just because i was not ready; Just because i couldnt decide and didnt dare to take that first trying step; Partly because im reluctant to quit Cotton On (gd pay, gd location, nice job scope and colleagues).

    Im screwed. I seriously dont know what path i should take now. What openings are there for me? Shall i keep on working part-time retail a few hours a week and do whenever i want whenever i want it?

    I can now certify that it's true when you take too long a break, you dont wish to get back to proper life. Proper life equates to a full-time job related to your course or what you want to be in future, proper working hours and proper sleeping hours.

    Maybe i should join the Army. I could tell people "im waiting for NS tts why im doing pretty much nothing" too.

    :*(

    it's 1:33 AM now

    Thursday, August 07, 2008
    Cotton On nights and dilemma


    More after-work gatherings with my Cotton On pals. Nowadays closing of the shop just means more time together after work. Haha. We can chat about anything (like bytch about horrible customers and our Dinner&Dance thats coming up etc) these days. Im getting more attached to all of 'em, how?

    It just makes it that much harder to leave the shop and commit to my full-time job at the kids gym, which, is still put on hold. Im dragging the 3rd interview (discuss salary and starting of work matters) for a whole week. Im not sure if they'll still want me by then and if they do, am i ready to start a 6-day work week day?

    Me, a Gym and Playgroup full-time teacher. Me, taking 2 to 3 year-old kids each day and acting like Hi5 in person at the circle area within full view of parents and passer-bys. Me, helping children with gym equipment, ensuring their safety and shifting the equipment around. Me, no longer being able to work at CO, even if it is just 1 shift a week.

    :( Im feeling like a mess now. Somebody point me in the right direction please?

    Totally random and otherwise happy thought, im heading to SENTOSA with Yana (colleague!) tml! Finally getting to tan after sooo long (:

    it's 2:22 AM now

    Saturday, August 02, 2008
    17month anniv. on 14July08 (:

    2 weeks back, Baby and i celebrated our 17month (:

    Im sorry if you get sick of me blogging about my bf and i but erm well, im doing it anyway. Haha. Nah i will blog about some other stuff the next entry (:

    It's been some time since i made something proper for him (and also cause i planned to surprise him with takeaway cooked by me ever since he started work but haven really done it) so i decided to cook for him! Im a bit lazy to blog so it'll probably be the pictures doing the talking.

    After groceries shopping like an Auntie secretly, i prepared the chicken the night before. I marinated it with some seasonings then kept them back into the fridge.



    Only to find out that the meat was already thawed so i sldnt refreeze it but i did anyway. That was what probably caused me to cook the meat for a really looooong time. The following morning, i took out all the Auntie's bargains and begun my career as a Chef. HAH.



    Seriously i cooked the chicken for like 1.5 hours? Of course i tested on 1 innocent chicken thigh before serving. I forgot to take pictures of the Garlic bread while in the toaster. Think it was because i was busy cooking 3 things at 1 go, burning my hand in the process :( twice on the same spot. Oh well.


    I didnt take pictures of the mashed potatoes too because i bought the instant ones and it was done before you can say "look here, potatoes!"I couldnt resist taking a picture after i decorated it though because i carved a lil hole and poured in some gravy. It looks so cute right? Haha. And theres the done Chicken thigh steak! (:

    After slaving over the fire after THREE hours (yes you didnt read wrongly), the meal was ready!

    For him,

    For me,

    For us! (plus sauces on the side, just in case)

    And here you go, 1 last glimpse of my cooking adventure. His main dish. I didnt managed to take any picture of him with the food as he ate them so fast and was helping to clear up as soon as i was done with my share.


    Quoted, "I didnt know my girlfriend can cook so well." Excuse me? Was the Sushi and other attempts before this that bad? Anyway, he was rushing because he cant wait to read my other gift for him. Teehee.
    My very belated PhotoDiary. I gave it to him as part of his birthday present but took this back to complete it because the procrastinator in me have not finished. Still, i insisted to wrap it up with all his other gifts (wth i typed girls -.-") on his Birthday. Alas, it's done and given plus a tee-shirt (: What is a PhotoDiary exactly? It's a record of our 1yr plus memories in pictures, essays (haha) and whatnots. Because he is a forgetful fellah and i dont want to forget anything either. Everybody say "Awww...." Ok enough mush.

    Dont copy my idea okay. Bee you do your scrapbook. HAHA. eh. im feeling shy all of a sudden. Hope im not grossing anybody out. Of course the photo above with all my scribblings is unclickable.

    Here's a random photo from quite sometime back. I regret not taking the croc with me. But thanks anyw for getting it out. Tee-hee.
    Loves. (:

    On a side note, im still stressed out bout my near-future career and so on... :( :x :

    it's 2:07 AM now