Dear blog,

It's been the longest time since a proper update. How time flies, it's now October 2010 already. It's been a rollercoaster ride of 2 years and as things seem to settle down, new things pop up.

I realize that's life. I've always wished that time would stop and things don't change because I've always loved the present. But till the time machine and genies exist, I guess that ain't going to happen. Still, it doesn't stop me from wishing my same old wishes from young...

I've learnt lots in these 2 years. If there's a turning point in my life or a climax in my novel, it is now. Random bouts of emotion that I can't seem to control, constant pain and fear. Fear. I think a part of me is even scared to sleep. I'm scared of what would be in store for me when I wake up, and I'm immensely terrified of how he is when we are all sleeping.

But I've also learnt about Love and creation. Being strong and giving. I'll focus on what I want with papa and what he wants. Our hearts will always be alive.

Im thankful for what we have so far. I love my family.

Goodnight bloggie.

Love and more love,
Shirley Ang.

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