I guess it is official.

I have a full-time job as a Fitness Trainer for children! Im starting this Saturday at 9am. Weekdays 830am thou. How am i going to wake up after 6 months of sleeping at 6am and waking naturally around 3pm? But if i never try, i'll never know right? I know i cant possibly stay at CO forever and work as and when i feel like it. Seriously i plan my schedule according to what time i want to go out with bf and friends, sleep, wake up so i tend to work noon and night shifts only. Yet, i could get a good amount of income each month and go shopping/enjoying whenever i feel like it. See, that's how one gets so jaded about proper jobs and proper resting times.

I actually dislike normal hours (office hours, sleep early wake early etc). i like to be up when everyone's asleep, to sleep in when people go to work, to have my night life feeling fully energized and thinking happily that i can sleep in the following day. Okay maybe im not the only one but i like it to an extreme? :/ i like being able to have my alone time. i like weekdays, especially shopping on weekdays. i dont like the weekend crowds in the malls and public transportation. All the noisy crude ahbengs + ahlians refusing to move back on the buses and stinking up the whole place. Tsk.

and i really do love working at Cotton On (most of the time). Im surely gonna miss my colleagues like Fidah, Eve, Felicia, Rain, Yana, Nana, Sofia, Eric, Des etc :( Im gonna miss waking up late and going to work at 530pm, dressing nicely as if im gg out instead of working. Im gonna miss shopping in my shop while working, buying clothes with high discounts and drinking bubbletea at work. Im gonna miss the latenight chillouts outside 7-11 with alcohol and junkfood. im sad that we didnt get to have the chalet :*( Plan another one please? and invite me and ching okay? i still haven break the news that im leaving because i dont want to just quit like that :((( how? :(((

Anyway, im going to make full use of my Thursday and Friday. Im so blogging about my birthday too.

AR. Frankly, im scared. It's my first proper full-time job and im going to be handling kids and parents on my own. Its a new company to me at Sembawang (at the CC), a place i rarely go. Baby's going to be working too and my close friends are all working now. Im used to being looked after and pampered :( It's time to really really grow up. Sigh.

im just voicing out my thoughts, not really lamenting la okay. It's a good opportunity and the company seems great. I shall stop being such a wuss and couchpotato/lazyhead and get positive about my new job. At least there are cute kids in my life everyday to make me smile (: Still, you can ask me out fer dinners and stuff okay. Im meeting Yin at causeway point to go Epilator-hunting. See ya! Love! (:

it's 4:35 PM now