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Shirley Ang also known as Shir

4th of July 1988 *r21

Graduate from NpEch, NraDance

Adores:
~Him, the tall slim one.
~Her dearest family
~Her lifelong chums
~Music, Dance,
~Junk Food, Novels, Archie comics
~Intelligent Banters yet Nonsense.

I am currently wondering where my next phase of life will take me. I'm also a UK size 6 whom is perpetually late. I tend to procrastinate altho i dislike it. Im totally jaded about ulcers because of my favourite indulgence in junkfood. I love kids and all things small as midget-sized things are always adorable. So if you decide to like me amidst my weird quirks, i think i'll like you too (:

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    Tuesday, November 24, 2009
    time...

    all the tears have made me so, so tired. The bad news seem to keep coming and are getting worse at that. i don't want to hear them anymore. This is already the worst ever. I don't want to accept such cruel reality to good people. I don't want, and i can't, i refuse to accept it. i just wish to wake up and find that this is a horrible nightmare.
    I don't dare to imagine the future; yet i can't stop the thoughts. i can't stop the tears. i can't stop anything. i feel so useless. there's nothing i can do. i would do anything, anything at all to change this fate. i'm still going to hope and pray for miracles.
    i want to stop time. i want to stop time and run away together. i want to prolong every moment and keep them close to my heart. For the first time, i really hate what life is doing to us. i want to go back to feeling blessed and contented with my quiet little life with them. and then stop there. can?

    and now i have to smile, cheer and look happy like i dont have a care in the world, like so many others. "yippe camp tml, how fun!" Please let me mask myself well, i don't want to lose control. Also for the first time, i feel that this is fcuking unfair. I don't know what to believe in anymore.

    it's 2:04 AM now